I seem to be coming from two different directions lately.
One direction has me being more able to set sensible boundaries in my life. It has me setting positive goals and prioritizing that which is truly needed in my life while simultaneously second shelving, if not eliminating altogether, the things that have become unnecessary over the years. This is good and I’m taking it as a sign of my growing maturity.
The other direction seems odd, considering the apparent right track being followed as mentioned in the previous paragraph. For some reason, I’ve been in avoidance of certain things that I have an essential need of. I’ve been missing appointments with Doc M. at CB, having even more erratic sleeping patterns, not eating, and I even went a few days without my medications. Let me tell you right now, that wasn’t fun at all. This is bad and I’m working into why its happening.
My thought processes have been greatly helped in traveling from place to place. Especially on the MARC Train between Penn Station and Union Station. I may have to buy a longer term pass in order to clear my head or, at the very least, spend a lot more time walking around in and around DC. Since it has the added benefit of wearing me out by the time I get home, I’ll also manage some sleep. @_@
