So Far Behind

I’ve gotten to the end of the year with projects to complete. This wasn’t my intention but there you go. I fully intend to either frog or finish each one of these projects to the best of my ability.

 

Nomad Hat and Scarf is nearly completed. Yet, my measurements were off when I knitted it up. So, I can either reknit it or shave my hair off. Adding another sequence in the pattern is another option. I’m going to see if blocking the hat will help. However, I don’t think it will. So, that’s a lot of rare yarn I’m going to have to repurpose because it is not going to waste.

 

I still have three Hobbes dolls to make for friends. The parts are languishing under my bed. I am determined to do this one because I gave my word.

 

Another that I am ridiculously behind on is the Cosmos Doilies for friends of mine. I had a valid reason for putting it on pause in that my vision got bad but I have had no good excuse for staying away from it for all this time. I mean, I started the projects in 2015 for pity’s sake.

 

I also have two pairs of Misti Sock Family socks to do. I was meant to finish those in July. I think I might frog these and start them again on a different pattern. I love the pattern as it fits my feet perfectly. However, I’m wondering if my mind isn’t subconsciously rebelling against making these due to familiarity. This would be the seventh and eighth attempt at knitting this pattern regardless of completion.

 

Personally, I wouldn’t mind trying a Toe Up pattern or two. I have a few in my Queue waiting for me to pick them.

 

Last, but certainly not least, there is my mother’s incomplete non-garter ridged Flax sweater. It hasn’t gotten bitingly cold here yet but it will do according to The Weather Channel app. I think I’ll make this one a priority to finish ASAP. It is the easiest for me to see even in dark rooms and I can knit it without fear of losing stitches.

 

Regardless of all of this, come 1 January, I am casting on for Villimarjatar with the good yarn. I’m determined to knit this shawl. I hope like everything that the combined knitting only takes me a month or so because I really want to get more projects done in 2019 than I got done in 2018 or in prior years by comparison.

 

That’s all. Happy New Year.

 

Until the next time, have a safe and fantastic journey around the Sun. Take care, my friends. Rolling on the floor laughingRed heartRainbow

Facing Fears – Trying On A Different Hat

I have two things I’m reticent to face. Dating and self improvement. As an agoraphobic with a host of other issues, it has been difficult to do more than basic things to put me on the road to where I’d ideally like to be.

So, I’m going to face my fears. I have been approached by someone who is way beyond my capacity to imagine as a potential partner. Yet, they genuinely appear to be interested and, unlike normal, don’t seem to want to attempt taking advantage of myself or my situation.. Instead of running away from it, I’m going to run cautiously toward this and see what happens.

 

With regard to my own social and academic self-improvement, that’s a bit more problematic but the very least I can do is take the first steps towards clearing the way for me to further myself in this goal. As I examine the possible consequences of any action I take, I realize that what really is stopping me is fear. Fear of failure and of getting even worse in my conditions as a result of my own actions and in both instances that fear is prevalent and justified. In my particular case, a fear of destabilizing the calm and order I’ve managed to maintain for so long is also present and causes a blockage when I think on plans of the future. I want to move beyond this into a more productive and fertile phase. It’s quite a catch-22 to deal with. Yet, without risk, I won’t have the rewards I desire.

Plus, I have my own past history to consider. I slowly, with a little help from my friend, a Home Health Aid, and a lot of writing, worked myself out of being housebound agoraphobic after three years of isolation. That’s something to be proud of.

 

Until the next time, have a safe and fantastic journey around the Sun. Take care, my friends. Rolling on the floor laughingRed heartRainbow

Testing My Balance

I’ll be the first to admit that, when it comes to knitting and crocheting, I’m not stretching myself nearly enough for what I know my capabilities could be.

One example of this is Continental Knitting. I have been meaning to switch over for years but have always found some excuse as to why I needed to knit English style.

No more excuses.

The next knitting project I start will be done Continental or will not be done at all. I’m going to make sure it is something repetitive and simple so I don’t frustrate myself too much but I need to get the practice in so I can properly adjust my tension.

 

I have a few contenders in the running. In no particular order:

 

  1. Rye by Tin Can Knits
  2. 198 yrds of Heaven by Christy Verity
  3. Easy Brioche Baby Blanket by Yay for Yarn Patterns
  4. Pine Forest Baby Blanket by Ingrid Aartun Bøe

 

Of course, all of this is coming after Camp NaNoWriMo and after the completion of my sweater and socks.

 

However, first I must get past this baby blanket. I’m going to knit on it every day from now until the 31st of March, for no less than four hours per day, until it is completed. This will be quite an entertainment as I’ll have just woken up during the wee hours of the morning when working with knitting needles…near my eyes. Surprised smile

 

That’s about it really. Nothing much else has been happening aside from my twin tomato plants developing sentience and demanding to be fed.

 

Until the next time, have a safe and fantastic journey around the Sun. Take care, my friends. Rolling on the floor laughingRed heartRainbow

Prune, Write, Knit, Grow

Over the past few days, I’ve been continuing the clean up effort I started regarding my blogs and journals. After more than sixteen years, I’ve finally deleted my Livejournal and Deadjournal accounts. I’ve also deleted all my old posts from my surviving InsaneJournal as they’re not really reflective of where I’d like to go in life. So, I am starting from scratch as far as the InsaneJournal is concerned. I have also added a Dreamwidth account to the mix.

 

I’ve also managed to write in my hand written journal for a change. That was quite the experience after so long without writing in it. Hand writing practice. It is a thing. To give you some idea of how long the stretch between entries is, the last journal entry was from August of 2016. I fully intend to keep up with my writing this time around. I want to keep a few journals. One for writing, one for self improvement, at least one for languages, and one for personal stuff. That’s not counting the online journals and blogs.

 

I have a cousin in gestation. My cousin with whom I share a birthday is expecting a baby on or around our mutual birthday. So, I am going into crafting overdrive in making her a plethora of items. My intentions are to make at least two (maybe more) baby Flax sweaters, the Lacy Chevrons Baby Blanket, a toy of some kind, and, perhaps, a second crocheted blanket. In addition to this, if I have the time, I’ll finish the never collected Soft Purple Baby Blanket I was making in 2014.

 

In the realm of growing, my tomatoes are growing and maturing in the Aerogarden. Plant two may need to be cut back as it is getting leggy but Plant One is growing quite well. It even has a number of maturing fruit growing on it right now. My other plants, the Snake plants, Spider plants, and Pineapple are all doing excellently as well. I’m not sure when or if the Pineapple will grow a Pineapple fruit but it is now nearly three feet in diameter.

 

The one thing I would love this year that didn’t occur last year would be for me to get the garden plot I signed up for. I really want to grow different fruits and vegetables not only for my own household but for family members, friends, and people in need of fresh produce. At present, I have to take public transportation to the nearest market about twenty minutes from my home as the bus rides. The nearest community garden is slightly closer and much less travel time. My plan is to get a wagon and hike it home once the produce starts growing. Either that or save a lot of carfare for cabs, which in truth might be safer given that the roads near where I live and near the garden site don’t have sidewalks.

 

Though, at this point, all of this is mere speculation on a fantasy. I have no garden excepting my potted plants and Aerogarden.

 

I need to wake up so I can get back to knitting. I’ve been quite ill over this past few weeks with various colds/flus etc. I am now, thankfully, recovering.

 

Now, to get into this knitting. Until the next time, have a safe and fantastic journey around the Sun. Take care, my friends. Rolling on the floor laughingRed heartRainbow

NaNoWriMo 2017 Participation

Greetings All,

 

This is my formal big announcement (as opposed to the small one on my writing journal) that I’ll be participating in NaNoWriMo for 2017. Year after year, I only manage to get to the fifty-thousand-word threshold before losing steam. My problem is usually one of a far too complicated world for a month’s worth of writing. One story, in particular, Forsaken Paladins, has forty-seven directly referenced characters. That’s not counting the *spoiler alert* attacking or defending forces. The next year’s story is much the same. I plan on finishing both, I just need to make the time. Hopefully, there will be the time in December.

 

This year, I’m trying something different. I’m using a minimum of characters and I’m changing genres completely. I am so far outside of my comfort zone. Previously, I was writing Fantasy and now I’m writing a Romance. Well, we’ll just see how this goes. Shall we? I don’t know the first thing about writing one of those things. Erotica, sure. That’s easy enough but Romance…drawing a blank.

 

Nevertheless, I’m going to try because to not try isn’t going to get me anywhere at all. If I fail, at least I can say I did try and put forth my best effort in the process. If I succeed, then I’ll have a usable Romance novel on my hands. Maybe I could flog it!

 

I’ve put the Mir Ist Kalt sweater on ice until after I’ve gotten past the fifty-thousand-word threshold. Hopefully, that will be the ending of this year’s novel. If not, I will pick up knitting the sweater once I have achieved that goal. In the meantime, I am knitting a temporary Winter hat for myself due to misplacing my Crocheted Mexicana Rainbow hat. The hat I’m making now is nothing more than a transitional hat and won’t be worn long because I have a truly epic hat in the planning stages.

 

The hat currently on the needles is based on the Beanie 212 pattern and is being knit using Lion Brand’s Fisherman’s Wool in the Natural colorway. The hat I will be making in a few weeks is the Nomad Hat and Scarf, designed by Kat Coyle. I have at least five different colorways going into this hat when it is finally knitted up. Though, Kat Coyle’s hat is for weeks from now when my sweater is finished. For now, I am only working on one project and that is Beanie 212. It is getting cold out and I really need a hat.

 

Anyway… Lots to do. Things to plan and a hat to knit.

 

Until the next time, have a safe and fantastic journey around the Sun. Take care, my friends. Rolling on the floor laughingRed heartRainbow

Lots of Work Ahead

Well, I know my educational path now. It will be a hard road but I’m determined to follow it through. I won’t be able to attend until at least the Fall of 2018 at the earliest. I wish it were sooner than this but at least it is within my field of vision. By then, I should have everything straightened out and I can just focus on attending classes. For the first year, that’s all I’m going to do. No distractions of extra-curricular activities or anything.

 

My whole life will be school and medications/doctor’s appointments. It may not be much but it will, hopefully, get me through this rough period. I’m going to try my level best for a full course load but six credits might be all I can afford at first. As much as it hurts, I’m cutting just about everything else out in order to make time for these things. So much for defeating agoraphobia.

 

I’m going to go finish these last projects before my schedule is regimented. Later.

 

Until the next time, have a safe and fantastic journey around the Sun. Take care, my friends. Rolling on the floor laughingRed heartRainbow

This Is A Surprise…

I’ve made the appointment to get my eyes checked. That’s locked in and waiting for my arrival.

 

I postponed the call to the college until I could confer with my friend. I was all prepared to go to the college and beg for a position in a career path I knew I wasn’t suitable in. I was fully prepared to do this because, quite frankly, I am sick of twiddling my thumbs, making pennies on the dollar for things due to not having a degree.

 

So, I took the assessment test on the college website a few times and was not that shocked to find myself sorted into the STEM career paths at a rather high percentage. 100% to be precise. What did shock me was the heavy Engineering lean it gave me. I’d never even considered it as a prospect before. I went to an Occupational High School where this wasn’t even on the table. Engineering was nowhere near any career path they told us about during the two Career Education classes I had.

 

Within the field I matched the highest, Electrical and Electronic Engineering, the lowest salary for what I’m capable or potentially capable of is Electro-Mechanical Technician. The highest salary is Architectural and Engineering Managers but that’s not likely to happen because, while I am not misanthropic, I am definitely not a people person. So, the next down from that is Electronics Engineers, Except Computer. I guess I could go for that.

 

A good friend of mine says to brush up on my higher Mathematics because I’m going to need it. I guess I’ll have to dust off my Khan Academy account to get my mind ready. 

 

So, my days will now be comprised of Knitting/Crochet/Weaving, Writing, Khan Academy, and German Language Studies with the occasional video. I’d best change my schedule. I’d better get to it.

 

Until the next time, have a safe and fantastic journey around the Sun. Take care, my friends. Rolling on the floor laughingRed heartRainbow